How do people do it? does evryone have a cache of secret unfinished blog fragments? Probably. But honestly the faxt that there are millions of  functional websites, blogs, forums, and youtube stars really is a testament to how together people really are. And think of all the self made millionaires and BILLIONAIRES  and captains of industry, some of them in just their 30s! Can you imagine how together they must be?! That is some shit. I cant possibly imagine being that focused and organized. Wait. No, what I really cant fathom is feeling that MOTIVATED or DRIVEN. It seems fun. I am going to try to write here every day for a month and I wont stop even if I miss a day.My writing will be free flow stream of conciousness , wherever it goes it goes. How did I get to be so